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Blood Cutter

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I am a cutter, although I haven't cut in a while. I feel the urge calling out to me
how many days I have gone without cutting
The music I listen to, in alphabetical order because I have OCD
games I have found on the net but are kind of fun in a silly way.
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July 22

Loft is insulated

   The Loft is insultated Open-mouthed  And the best part is because of the warm front grant thingy we don't have to pay for it. The workmen were very quick it took less then a hour to do.  The walls are being done later this month also.  This will definately help with the heating bills come winter.  It should also help keep the house cooler this summer, Abby will like that.  Me though I like it warm.  Yes I know you would think that someone from Wisconsin where it gets down to minus 40 during the winter would be used to cold or cool weather but I hate the cold 30 plus is perfect temps for me.
 
     Does anyone know why people disappear from my friends list without me removing them it is really getting annoying.
 
     I have removed a couple of albums as I got an email telling me I had photos involving partial nudity but when I went to the albums they indicated and looked at the pictures I couldn't see any partial nudity so to be on the safe side I just delted the albums.  Both albums were fantasy art.  I know in the past I have added pics by mistake with partial nudity but I have been real careful since the last time I got an email from costumer support.  Like I said I went through the albums and couldn't see anything bad so the only thing I can think of is my space pissed someone off so they made a false complaint to try and get me shut down.
      I have also remove the music player as it doesn't work anymore, something about licsencing and songs not being available in some countries, and the player was making it really slow to load my space.  Now that I have removed it the space loads right up.  While I liked having music on my space I am not sure if I am going to do it again or not.  It seems like it always messes up the space, either taking ages to load or locking the computer up.  So I will have to have a think about it.  I am also thinking about changing my background as it is summer so the snow in the picture doesn't really fit.  Not sure what I want to use for the background though so I will try a few different ones.  I will start with a photo of me from 2006, not a good point in my life. it fits the title of my space.  However as it really isn't who I am anymore I don't know if I like it.   
hope everyone has had a good hump day
July 20

memories

  Abby and I cleared out the loft this morning so that it can be insulated on wednesday.  We have been throwing alot of things up there.  A lot of the things we bought each other at the begining ended up up there as well as all the letters we wrote to each other when I had to go back to america both times were up there.  I haven't reread the letters yet but I planon doing it before everything goes back up.  Going through everything brought back a lot of memories that I had forgotten about.  Makes me remember how I felt at the begining.  Open-mouthed  I have also found out what a little horder my babe is lol. Just joking babe I am glad all of the things of ours have been saved nothing brings back the memories like holding something in your hands and looking at something from a specific time.
       It will be good this winter to have the loft insulated as well as the cavity walls done later this month as well.  Bloody house is rather chilly during the winter
July 13

Tramadol

I am on tramadol right now woo hoo.
June 10

Abby Home

Sorry it has taken me a couple of days to write this.
 
     Abby is now home.  She discharged herself from ICu on monday against medical advice and my advice to for that matter.  Fortunatly her breathing hasn't gone to hell again.  Her breathing is doing a lot better and the chest infection seems to be going as well.  It is good to have her home.  She is very tired though which is understandable with everything she has gone through.  So I am doing my best to make sure she gets rest and is looked after.   Thank you everyone that has left comments and been supportive the last week.  It is much appreciated and means a lot
June 07

Abby

  Abby is doing better today.  They have taken out all the drips and are giveing her the medicine in tablets.  She is still on oxygen.  They will also be moving her to a ward, probably a HD ward, sometime tomorrow.  She is also talking about discharging herself oin tuesday.  We are all telling her to wait until the doctors say she can come home but she can be somewhat stubborn at times so I expect she will be home in a few days.  I am slightly worried about that.  I came close to losing her last week and I don't want her to go through this again.  I am really hoping she will listen to reason.

 

 

 

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Jan. 18
ozzy Pictures, Images and Photosjust came to say hello hope you and abby are well xxjen
Jan. 18
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Dec. 22
Kathywrote:
Hey Brian! Hope things are going well with you & Abby & the boys! xx
 
Dec. 12
Hi Brian. Vee here (Abraxas as was). I havent been on here for a while but when I came back you and Abby had disappeared from my friends list! Strange! Hope you are well. Have a great xmas with Abby. Much love Vee xx
Dec. 10
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